It feels like quite some time since my relationship dissolved, when in fact it has only been about a week or so. Been packing my weeknights and weekends with activities, so I won't have much time on my hand to think about it and then feel the sadness and pain. Don't think getting drunk is helpful...past 2-3 days I feel better already...although sometimes the memories come back and make me feel sad...right now even as I'm typing this...I'm feeling the sadness...a little...
Need to get involve in all kinda activities...and meet new people...I guess the only way to get over an old relationship is to start a new one...or get myself very busy...but to start a new relationship without fully letting go of the old one yet will be unfair to the new guy...well anyway...there's currently no one yet...though I do wish there is...
Went to the salsa club 2 nights ago with Ryan and Andrew...met Jackie...Raymond...and Roy!!! He didn't remember who I am I think...or my name...but he said I looked familiar...damn...not enough impression on him to remember me...anywayz after we got to talking...he remembered things about me!! And said that he heard I patched back with my bf...which got me to admitting that we have just broken up...and talking about it brought the pain back...I just started tearing...haiz...the sadness...he told me 5 months ago when I first met him...his relationship with his gf of 6 years had been ended for about 1-2 months already...and told me she found someone else...emm...not sure if he's over her already...pity if he hasn't...the ex-gf must've been very pretty...for Roy is not the average Joe-on-the-street...or even your slightly above average Joe-in-the-bar...ha ha...anywayz I think he's great to talk to...hopefully we can become friends...
Ryan taught me the basic steps of salsa and I danced with him as my partner...it was fun!! At least at that moment in time I forgot all my troubles and sadness...this was what I meant...I fell asleep that night exhausted but happy....felt happy and carefree the next day too...I think meeting up with friends is a good way to throw one's troubles away...though if they're pessimistic people might as well avoid them...
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