Updates, Updates...

Hahhaa...today is a dreary rainy day and was at home the whole day, generally sleeping. Came home near to 6am this morning and was sooo tired!!

Was idly going through websites and thought of logging in here, which I've not done for ages, and saw A's comment; so here I am...doing some kinda updates...

(I've arrived at the conclusion that I'm generally not a blog person...hahaha...so usually do not bother with entries...)

Well....been quite busy lately. Jap lessons are ending soon (but I haven't been doing much revision!!) Usually after work on weekdays would be too tired to do much, and weekends are either spent sleeping, going out with friends, or doing some other activities. On top of that have taken up a 'trainers' course' recently which will further take up my time for perhaps 3-6 months...the POV workshop which I have attended recently was so much fun and I enjoyed the process so much that I have decided to sign up for the trainers' course...at the same time I have been exploring to be a trainer, in the future...

Work has been quite alright in the meantime, although I do not get to handle ops stuffs anymore, I guess that is all to the better, for I have become quite sure that I do not wanna be 24*7 and worrying or keeping track of shipments over the weekend...and I guess....I have never really been passionately interested in doing ops....although it does pay well!! But I think it's more depressing to do something one doesn't enjoy, than to have slightly lower pay and doing something one can enjoy to a greater extent...if not totally....

Hmm...well now...on another aspect of my life...us girls (all sec school mates) gathered at O's place yesterday night...generally chitchatting and watching movies....Hui's pregnant and is 5 months advanced now...time really flies....of this group, most of them are married already....soon the talk will turn to babies...haa....how time really flies....and boy....am I aging too....well....another well-meaning gf (not of this grp) reminded me that I'm not getting any younger....perhaps she meant that I really should settle down soon although, whenever the subject came up, I will mention to any listening ears that I do not think of married life at all...not yet at any rate....perhaps I have not met a suitable guy to settle down with yet...but I honestly do not have thots of settling down....yet....

I guess I am still enjoying life as a single somewhat...although, if fate intervenes...that status may (soon) become a thing of the past....ahh...I do not even think about that....hahahha....

I met O recently who seems quite keen on me, although it cannot be possible as he is a Chinese Nat'l...I also met E recently through J, who insisted that he was my ex-coll during school days when we were doing waitressing stints, although for the life of me I do not rem him....I believe she may have remembered wrongly....well anyway...this E is also quite keen on me...though the same cannot be said of myself....did go out with him once though, till date....ah well....I do give every guy a chance....after all....

And finally, there is K....the guy with whom my heart resides....I think....he feels the same for me too....but he is not very forward with his advances....in the sense that he seldom asks me out....it would seem that most of the asking has been done on my end....although he does come out even if I were to ask him at the last moment....well now....this K is unlike most guys I have ever really met....he is so shy with me (and perhaps not confident enough with himself) that he doesn't seem to know how to initiate a conversation....but he is one of the rare guy who is 110% dependable (so perhaps that makes him a little boring....hahahha....) and he absolutely refuses to come out alone with any gal he feels has an interest in him (well at least that was the case with my sis)...perhaps I am lucky to have his interest...although I do feel very frustrated at times too...due to his reticence and 'woodiness'...and I honestly do not have much idea how to 'handle' him...nor get him to ask me out more....I have thought a few times in the past to let go and move on...but that kinda saddens me....ah well...we will see how it progresses....in the meantime I guess I will keep my options open!!