Feeling down when I stepped into office today...still coping with the breakup I guess...I'm mostly over it already...just that at moments the memories came back and caught me unawares...and then dragged my spirits down...or is it the memories dragging me down? Joined Ryan and gang at Union Square...whole ging-gang was there...even saw Jon and Gerald!! Was so happy to see familiar faces that I greeted Gerald warmly...dunno if he remembers me not...he seemed a little lost/taken aback/shy?? Ha...anywayz talked more with Roy...gosh he's really gorgeous...ha ha...he's really quite a funny guy too...hope he's dealing with his breakup well too...hope he can move on and be strong...like me...
Went to prata shop to have supper...more like dinner for me...sat opposite Roy...initially thought to sit elsewhere...God knows why I have to end up sitting opposite him...yeah yeah yeah...I know...he's gorgeous...but doesn't mean I have to be attracted?!! Anywayz...it was pretty ok sitting with the whole gang...with Jackie making jokes and teasing...oh and Joe and SM offered to pick me up...sigh...I really really have to be contented with good friends...only hope I can count on them as such...or maybe they have other thoughts in mind? Can't people do nice things for one another without some kinda motives??? But anywayz...not to say they're such...but nice of them to offer...really...declined cos it'd be too much of a trouble...but anyway Joe in the end didn't come cos it rained...
Saturday: 26 Jun 06
Supposed to swap with Jas...however last min she said no need...so proceeded with original plan...went back to Raymond to have my hair done...coloured it near to black...hadn't reckon on the colour being so dark...good in a way maybe...at least it doesn't look so dry...trimmed a little...but don't really like the cut...haiz...after that sis didn't go temple...so didn't meet with her and sista...felt very very lethargic...no mood to go anywhere...do anything...was kinda hanging there with no plans...damn xianz...went home...took a nap till 8pm...then 小姑 called...was downstairs with uncle and the babies...so went to join them for makan...and chatted with her...felt comfortable chatting with...felt my spirits lift after talking to her...made plans to meet Joe for drinks...asked sis to join us...he came over...all the way from Jurong!! Picked us girls up...joined him and the friends at Robertson Quay a nice little pub...where all the football fanatics were watching football...whiled the night away with drinks and pool and the gaming machine...
Sunday: 27 Jun 06
Rain!! Wet...gloomy...lazy morning...went to EC in the afternoon around 3+ after the rain stopped...met Pink there and had fun skating with her...but the inline kakis turnout that afternoon wasn't really fantastic...or were we late? Met Koh the 'Chief Coach'...ha ha...he skated along with us partway back...real nice guy!! Ended the skating session with makan session at Bedok 85!!! Ordered cockles...and 2 other types of shell food...wow...the guys were all like a pack of ravenous vultures...ha ha...in mins the food was all gone!! But it was fun though...to sit with them and eat and chit chat...and then it was home-sweet-home...great end to a fantastic day!!
Today
Felt a little down when I came home today...supposed to go down to EC...but wasn't decided...felt a little lazy to head all the way down...but sitting in front of the comp...made me feel the melancholy more and more...in the end just grabbed my stuffs and headed down to EC for a skate...enjoyed myself very much...took my mind off my sadness...though it wasn't really that cloying...unbearable sadness to begin with...just a tinge...but I hated it all the same...cos it wouldn't go away for good...anywayz...feeling really quite great now after a nite of skate!!
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