Saturday, November 19, 2005

Just received news early this morning that J's father has passed away...I felt pretty shocked when I saw the msg...the last I know of...J's father had been very lucky to get a suitable donor for a bone marrow transplant...mei xiang dao...it was only how many months later that this tragedy happened...
Sigh...felt quite sad for J...hope that he can take it easy...and not be too affected by it...not to mention him...I felt pretty melancholy too...cos I feel as though lately I've been surrounded by...well...death of a kin to nasal cancer...news of an ex-colleague being diagnosed with leukaemia...and now a long-time friend losing his father to cancer...whom we all initially thought had a high chance of winning the fight against the cancer...so I guess this latest news came as somewhat of a shock...
With all these things happening around me in a short period...it makes me feel more jaded than ever...jia lart...I think I've almost forgotten what it feels like to be light-hearted and care-free...to be able to laugh easily at the slightest thing...I miss that Me of the past... :~(
Hmm...shouldn't let things get to me too easily huh...afterall I shouldn't forget that I still have my family and good friends around me...

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