Back from Kelong Kawal on Mon, 17 Oct...had great fun there...pity rained for 2 days...kinda spoilt it a little...played water sports in the rain anyway...and suffered for it...fever on Tues...and sore throat...fever abated on Wed and went in to work...wrong decision...developed flu and then cough...only good thing was sore throat went away...today is Thurs...flu and cough got worse...and then fever came back in the afternoon...while at work...had to leave office for home 1/2way...fever burning up...and then there was the chills...lucky I made it back alive from Tuas to home...longest journey in my life ever...at home and in bed...the fever seemed to get worse...until my whole head seem like a pressure vent...whole face was red...and felt very hot...worried that fever will affect brain...so used ice pack...now feeling better...head not so hot...but don't feel like sleeping...herr herr...received msgs from sis...dunno she imagine too much or really things are getting complicated...anyway also felt that direction seemed to be more and more different...while we wish to do the dance thing as leisure and R&R...another girl has totally different ideas...quite idealistic...pushing for improvements and commitment...not that that is a bad thing i suppose...w/o improvements and higher goals one cannot go further...herr herr....
dunno how things will turn out...(phew...head feeling woozy...but at least not hot like just now...like furnace like that...goodness...has never been this sick in absolutely ages...fever is no fun at all...at least my insides are not churning....should be thankful for that I suppose)....hmm....whatever happens hope friendship will not sour....else that surely will be the most regrettable thing....
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